What to say...Smile Again...

What to say now when i am a struggler again,
From where shall i bring the strength to over come this unintended grief and pain,

Who should i blame.. and why....and who i should i ask to be with me,
As in these hours of thoda sadnesses and thoda moodies ness...everything said and told of me... may look like a mimicy plea,

Ok fine.... but then i always accept the fact...that this is a real world not with the magical flights/bouts of solutions,
Every problem has tobe dealt with.... from this to that to every other things...to combat inflation's...to stop the pollutions,

But like as in the movies like if here too would be an omni potent...omni present...all in one...the powerful director,
Who behind the reels on the sets would say cut.. re shoot..roll the camera...lets do it again...had shes or hees not performing...in the roles from...well many....to the proud inspector,

But again..like in the real life....the omnipotent...the omni present...is too an human being...worried absorbed excited with his or her shares of pleasures and sorrows,
Like that omnipotent too...had to make his or her ends meet...if not doing well...then is it through stealing...i dont think so...at the most..it would be the intrestfuls borrows,

So this is the life...what all its colourful vistas...with all the highs and the lows,
The curves are here..the slopes are steep at times..but head and heart have to be in fine shape...to give command..to apply the breakes..to the feet sometimes..that are right at the bottom of my legs below,

So what to say...or what more have i to say when i am the struggler again,
My head and heart are in fine shape and in proper coordination so keep saying ...hey this too will pass... i know without pain...no gain,

Well ok i mean really really okay...the things you read of me..to you may be of some gain,
Simple are the words that i use..so what is the trouble...... that makes you soooo angry...but smile is yours own hence no need to buy it ....as to see you like this..is a real pain,

Sooo..don't read too much into it...the talash may always be in your mind,
Keep searching..anywhere... ok anywhere yaar....we are clean..and we are healthy...we have beautified our pc..with our creativity's and memorable finds,

So God forbids...but is The God is with us..in helping us to keep our environs clean of viruses and from our emotional, financial and imaginary pains,
But still Let the humour flow..let the music blow..let the stories glow...let the creative visit.. and let you all find something friendly here ...that makes you rich, healthy, and the bold and the beautiful...but sadly apna kya... we are the struggler again,

I know there is hardly any reason ...these days...to put the smiles on my at ,times this at times that kind of, faces,
Still all of you expect from me..that i forget my worries... as to one another this is fundamental truth..to encourage friends with the gracious smiley graces,

Anyways..better to be silent...and better to ignore all kinds of intended and unintended bullies,
My basket is too full.. but u stilll keep coming with your loaded funs..or funds.......i accept yours funs and funds both...i respect your (f)phundas...i acknowledge...yours contributions fully,

Ok dont accept this fact...that i am the strugglers....keep saying that i am just pretending .. hence crying or i am superhuman and rich and famous...and i have toooooooooo much money...to ease my pain,
Then come dear.....what makes you fear...i will show you my imaginary lockers...which is too fulllll...with what i have earned...courtesy you all....i will show...the leaves of my memories...coz this is what i have gained,

Suna tha...the world provides a place to live...the world is too full with all kinds of opportunities..working...social...economic..and of all other kinds,
And you too listen this i never asked how you earn..how you live..how you walk.. how you talk...etc...then...what makes you sooo ????.. what makes you so satisfied...you...who call yourselves creative minds,


Even if it were on the public or people domain...were these views be published at any of the people's or public's ( visible to all) spaces then as the true ppl..you had to put ..comments at proper spaces,
But this is our PC..and our own thoughts.. our own fights.. our own arguments..sharings...true..at times to each other we did made faces,

In your own personal or professional lives..one hint of intrusion..and you are all ga ga..calling others insensitive to your needs,
Then What kind of society are you all...what are the things...that need to be done.. i really really dont know.. i swear..that should be done..to match your double tripple..or infinite humours deeds,

One hint of criticism...and you all go short wired...as if you know everything..and in that arrogance or proudyness..sometimes you make me the ordinary... so small,
Ya i am ordinary..i do admit...then why are you so hell bent in making me...so big..which i am not...what do you want should i stay at our homes..devoid of my right to work..or is this such friendly gift from you the the all,

Easy to smile..easy to keep boasting on powerful shoulders or backings...easy to be destructive..easy to tap calls ( media included)..easy to steal ideas..easy to use it all these so arrogantly in your..notes,
Ok.....we bow to you all... but we are democrates....keep painting towns..keeps colouring papers..tubes..we will try our best to ignore you all..we shall keep living..we wont die till our time comes..sorry we will never meet you with heavy throats,

Thats the we...hum donoh...the bravehearts...the simple believers...in all the colourful vistas of life,
We shall keep living..keep humming a song..keep listening these...hopefully on our day...we shall ask GOD...oh GOD did we deserve these all as your children...did we really deserve this strife,

What have you have taken...is the liberty to utter a few words..that were or are spoken while we were being alone,
Has this happened to anyone before this...if yes then let me know....since you know all....but really really pity that did this in order to earn to payoff for your moral, social, or perhaps to earn a heavy political loan,

Totally totally totally devoid of words...totally...you have taken of me...simple human being...belonging to a family...being friendly...and being bestest to my own,
Totally totally totally..i do say...your coffers of money are full...ok let these be...sorry i am not jealous at all....perhaps yours ideas or yours woes or your reliabilities..did depend on yours highers phones..

So what should i say ...or what should i say to you all... except this....i have this much for your gains...
Smile again....smile again...